bitterness of his firstborn
His Own Received Him Not
Joseph of Arimathaea Seeks Pilate to Beg Permission to Remove the Body of Jesus
Zechariah 12:10 (KJV) And I will pour upon the house of David, and upon the inhabitants of Jerusalem, the spirit of grace and of supplications: and they shall look upon me whom they have pierced, and they shall mourn for him, as one mourneth for his only son, and shall be in bitterness for him, as one that is in bitterness for his firstborn.
John 1:11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not.